Haunting

What she said to me.

It shouldn't still haunt me.

Shouldn't still go round and round in my mind. 

I shouldn't still constantly worry what is true and what is not.

I shouldn't be scared to go to church.

Shouldn't fear them.

Shouldn't have to hide on the bus

I shouldn't be sitting here crying over it.

BUT I am.

Maybe it is because I am pathetic, attention seeking, weak, just like you said. 

Even if it is, I think about it constantly, the haunting words won't leave me alone.